Not So Cold

So it is Sunday yet again in Firenze. I started off my day staying up late talking to some friends and watching Indian Jones and the Crystal Skull last night which means that I slept in this morning. When I woke up I was so warm I did not want to move, but I knew I had to get up at some point. So I got up and started my day. I was feeling pretty good and my feet were not blue, that is always a good thing. After I took my shower I checked my emails and found a very long one from Mike with flight information attached. So, at this point I had no idea what to do and what to believe anymore. I figured I would just think on it some more like I had been planning to do. So after all that I went to SACI to see about getting our heat turned up so I would have less of a chance of turning blue again. Sam, the guy at the desk, told me how to turn it up but I got confused. Today was much warmer than yesterday and Sam said it should stay warm from now on. However, I told my mom that I would stay inside today and that is what I did. It was a very boring day since I didn't have anything to do but think. I did a lot of thinking about my situation with Mike and came up empty, I have no idea what to do. As I was eating dinner I logged into second life to talk to some friends and saw that he had taken me off his friends list and stuff. This just confused me since he said he loved me, why do that? So, after being upset and confused I talked to a friend who was talking with him. She said he thought I was done and wanted nothing to do with him. So I am feeling lost as to what to do. I wish someone would just choose for me and make it easy. So the rest of my night I am going to do some Italian and try to figure things out.