Much Better

Today was a much better day than yesterday which really wasn't hard to accomplish. After I posted my blog last night my day just got worse. I had a friend that was minimizing my life and then I started crying out of sheer exhaustion and the memories of Michelle and Dad. Today had to be a better day, and it was. It was a better day from the moment I woke up. I woke up this morning feeling tired, but not utterly exhausted. I went to my photography class and got a lot of good news. Jacapo moved our critique from Tuesday to Thursday of next week, giving us two extra days to work which I need badly. He also gave us a free day to do whatever we needed to do. I went out to shoot since I had no film to process or print. I walked around for about 2 hours and got one roll taken, hopefully I got some good shots toward my critique on Tuesday. I also stopped by the post office to mail home some things to Mom. It was a beautiful sunny day to go out on the town even though it was freezing! After this I had Italian which went really well. My teacher is going to set it up so that I get to go out with the advanced students so I can start speaking it some more. I find that I am understand what other people are saying somewhat, but I can hardly speak it. Next was graphic design which is always relaxing. This went well because I am ahead of most of the class. I designed a logo today and the found out at the end exactly what my teacher wanted. I will have to redesign it, but I have an idea already so it shouldn't be that hard. After class I walked home and decided as I was falling asleep at my computer to take a nap. I got some sleep, but Stacy had a friend here and she was in and out so I kept waking up. I did get sleep so I do feel better than before I went to sleep. Next I made dinner, salmon tonight. Of course about 5 minutes after I put it in the over I got a bad stomach ache. It went away enough by the time my food was ready for me to eat. This is one of the many reasons why I hate Crohn's Disease. So I decided to not eat for the rest of the night unless I feel 100% okay, which I am still not. I am going to just relax in front of the tv and try to feel better.