Now I'm Mad!

I know I shouldn't get mad, but I can't help it. I woke up this morning and our wifi in the apartment was still not working so I decided I would go to the store and get it fixed after class. Before class I had to go to the lab and get blood work done. The doctor who took my blood did not speak english but talked to me anyway, and I kind of understood him! After that cheerful event I walked back home in the rain and literally almost ran into Stacy as she came out of our apartment. I laughed and smiled because I thought it was funny. Apparently she did not find this funny in the least because she almost growled at me as she walked by. So I brushed that off and quickly got ready for class and went to check my email at school before class since our wifi was still not working. I went to Italian class for the first time in over a week and sat next to Zach, a guy that I am hoping will end up being a friend, that helped me catch up. He seems like a nice guy, talks to me, and is in a few classes with me. So after class I called the hospital and got my INR taken care of, heated up some food, and then went to the wifi place. The guy changed the channel and said to try different windows until the one light stopped blinking. So I went home and found the one window in the apartment it worked at in my room. I ended up going to SACI for wifi because I needed to download something and their connection is a lot stronger than ours ever has been. So I left my roommates a note saying I got it fixed and it was in my room. When I came home later I found that the router had been moved and that the internet was back to not being great. Stacy said Meg moved it and that I should have left them a note. By this time I was so frustrated I wanted to just scream at her. She said that someone moved the note cause she didn't see it, it was right where I left it when I left her to make my dinner. I was beyond mad so I decided to attempt making salmon for dinner. It was definitely an adventure that I enjoyed. I didn't screw up the salmon! It came out a little burnt but that's because I realized part way through I had the oven set on only top, not top and bottom. I also made some rice with a little bit of butter and bolognese sauce. My dinner was so good. I might make it again tomorrow since I have 2 more salmon pieces left. After dinner I did my Italian homework and tried my best to calm down. I am now just in a bad mood and doing my best to stay away from Stacy because I know I will just get angry again being near her. So I am obviously able to get online so I am not as mad as I was. I guess I am just upset that I tried really hard to fix it for everyone and it seems so unappreciated. I feel as though I am just an annoyance to everyone. I really miss having friends that actually care. My so called friend Alicia and Kerry saw me for the first time since I've been home today. Kerry asked how I was but it was completely obvious she didn't care. Why should I even try to be friends with these people who obviously don't the slightest care about me? Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I plan on going to the river tomorrow even if it is raining. I miss my friends and family from home so much.